It seems like all my life I have been used and abused by the women I’ve loved or had an interest in. Either they tell me they love me then go out with someone else, usually one of my friends, or they treat me like a boyfriend and then when I finally ask them out, they say no. I just don’t get it.
1st and second years of High School: Katie. I would wait on her hand-and-foot. I would give her money when she asked. I mean, how could I say no to someone so cute? I would skip classes for her. There wasn’t anything I wouldn’t do for her. Both years she ended up going out with one of my friends instead. Thanks. I give you two years of my time, I get nothing in return. I believe you owe me about $200, too.
3rd year of High School: Brittany. She was something else. We started off as friends. You know, like any normal situation. Well, she told me she loved me once. I said it back. I mean, I had been crushing on her for quite a while. We got to the point where I would spend almost every day with her. I would go over to her house. Have dinner with her family. There was a problem though. She had a boyfriend. Oh, and did I mention that he was gay? Yeah. Never understood it. Well, he was going to break it off with her to move to California. He told me to take care of her while he was gone. Oh my god, my life is a sad romance movie. But, anyway… About 2 weeks after he broke up with her, she WENT OUT ONE OF MY FRIENDS. This all but broke me. Moving on…
4th year: This was the year I finally got a girlfriend. Norma. We met through facebook, and I was really apprehensive about it at first. I had never met her, and she wanted to go out with me. Well, on her birthday I finally said yes. I remember our first phone call. Hearing her voice was amazing. Our first date was at Craig’s Cruisers. I was 17, she was 16. We’re cool. haha Thing were great, but she got jealous easily. As did I, though. I kept talking to a friend of mine that I had a class with all year, and Norma got jealous of her. Nothing was going on between us at all. Well, it had been a month since we saw one another, so we decided it was best if we broke it off. She seems a lot happier with her new boyfriend though. I’m glad she’s happy. I still think of her from time to time. She was really cool :) But it wasn’t meant to be.
4th year again! Ashley. I have no clue why I liked her. She was funny, smart. A little ditzy, but not bad. haha. She knew I liked her. I told her. But she didn’t like me like that. She just needed someone in her life to make her feel loved. Important or something. She apologized for leading me on, but it still happened.
5th year: (I got held back a year) This is the year I got closer to Hali. She had a crush on me last year, but I wasn’t sure how I felt about her. We ended up going out, and neither of us asked one another. We just happened. I was so happy with her. We would say I love you to one another every day. But after two months, she one day said “I think we need to break up. I just don’t feel anything anymore.” I couldn’t function right for weeks. It’s hard to type this right now, because it still chokes me up inside. I see her every day, and it hurts so much to remember what we had.
Oh, but 5th year ain’t done yet! Justine. I liked her because she reminded me of Ashley. Turns out she was more like her than I thought. Only worse. She didn’t lead me on. She played me. We got into a fight, and it sucks. I asked for an apology, and she said she was sorry. But… we’re done.
Women are confusing and sometimes mean.
